My head is screaming

I’m barely able to decipher one thing from the other
Love, hurt, confusion, all flowing in my mind at once
Sometimes I think:” Should my feelings be covered?”
But I doubt Id be able to keep that face for very long

We could have done things better, we may have been wrong
But to tell you the truth….I don’t regret it!
Emotions race like an undecisive, topsy turvy song
But its the most amazing feeling…and Ill never forget it

I gave my heart away, but ive left the door open for feelings to change on the other end
Most people don’t have a happily ever after so why do I expect to be special?
I would wait a thousand years, but that doesn’t mean YOU should pretend
Maybe Im living in the fantasy where things would be perfect, I might just be gullible?

In digging a whole, we’ve dug ourselves pretty deep
But you didn’t realize I brought something with me
Something I wont use and would never plan to keep
But I think it may be something you deserve to see

There’s a rope connected to the top of this whole
I attached it there before we came down…but only for one
You’ve got a means of escape, a way to go
And I wouldn’t be angry if you decided to  run

I want you to stay with all my heart, to dig this whole…at a slower pace.
But I’d rather have loved and lost than have you put on a face.